I stayed here for just over a month and the staff and patients were all nice and kind and also east to get along with, but it didn’t help me and to be honest I think I’m just the same as I was before and in the past week I’ve had 3 breakdowns worse than normal and 2 of them were before discharge. I’m at A&E now after being discharged yesterday. the treatment they tried to give didn’t help.
I think there is too much push on home leave, I want to be home for a while not back and forwards, they put this as the cause of all my problems and it then felt like I couldn’t talk to most of the staff.
There was also a lot of miscommunication with me and staff and also staff and my parents, for example my parents had no clue what was happening with leave a lot of the time and I was not told a lot of things i later found out I should have been.
Even so I do think it was positive being around other people and everyone there is really nice, friendly and easy to get along with, but as far as treatment went and me being better and ok went it was just talk of discharge. Which yes I do want to be discharged but when I’m at least a little better off, I think this also made it feel like I was just going to be dropped before any changes were made towards my mood.
Thank you for trying to help me though, and I will miss some of the people I met there ♡︎